Oh about what should i write?. What about not writing. But read this amazing piece of written stuff:
The gap between my everyday life and my desired life is curiously detrimental.
Wanting to overcome my own accomplishments drains the purity of my feelings, the purity of my scent. It makes me wonder if I'll ever go forward, through space, time and life; and if the whole lie that breathes and lives in the deepest and darkest space of my brain will someday come true.
But at the very same time, I couldn't let myself go down, I shall and must awaken, I must raise from my colorful glittery ashes and fulfill the lie. Make it become a beautiful truth.
Then I wonder again, when that lie becomes a truth, will I create to myself another lie?.
Source: The Diego Paris Blog.